My husband made a comment that
he wasn't into my recent blogs lately.
This was because I have been putting lots of pictures and
I thought about this.
It is true and he is right.
(Pains me to say that...)
I think I have not been entirely happy with myself
and there for I don't feel like writing or
sharing what is on my heart.
I feel like every once in a while
I go thru this place (in my self)
Just not feeling good enough...
Feeling like a failure...
Not really liking who I am as a person.
I realize that when I look back at these moments in my life...
the thing that is missing
I get to feeling that how can he LOVE me...
Now I know
with all my heart
that he is the ONLY one who
will ever LOVE me with all
my dings and dents
He is the only one that can truly lift me up and
put a crown of jewels
upon my head.
I know all this
and yet I stray from HIM
when I start to feel this way.
I love this blog.
I love that I can feel free enough to
write that down.
I love that I know certain people
will pray for me
after reading that...
Some that I have never even met.
Some that I know and Love.
I just want to be who God made me.
I want to be a blessing.
I want to me the very best me
that I can.